It’s about time you do what you’ve wanted to do – take care of yourself physically, mentally, and spiritually. I think you’ve been getting too wrapped up in the tribulations of daily life, being pulled this way and that, and it’s time you stop and think about how that has been affecting you. I only say this because you’ve been talking about getting healthy for 6 years. And you’ve been miserable for way longer than that, so … it’s now or never.
I know it’s hard when you’re so busy all the time, but you know what? You are always going to be busy. Something could “come up” at any time and I’m sure there are plenty of things you could do instead of exercise.
But this is something you really want to do, right?
You just have to put yourself first. The hard fact is, if you don’t do this for yourself, it’s never going to happen. Look at the last 6 years. You have to prioritize yourself. If you do that, everything else will get a lot easier, I promise.
You know you can do it.